Thursday, June 28, 2001

Things are finally getting back to normal. Conflicts have been resolved after last night's little session and notes. Guy situation is pretty much at a stand still at this point...ask me and I'll explain. Otherwise there's no sense in me going into detail. Vacation is have been bought (which is funny to me). Why did we buy tickets to fly out to Denver??? We fly for free, but b/c it's so hard to get into that airport daddy just decided to save the stress and just bought the tickets instead...oh well...whatever works!

Wednesday, June 27, 2001

Well the whole guy situation I think has pretty much resolved itself...if I just let everything go then I have nothing to hang onto and therefor no problem. Simple as that. So Goodbye heartache...I'm happy again! haha not that I wasn't happy before...just now there's a lot less for me to worry about. yay!

I am still confused on some other thing...but that will be saved for another time because all I have done is think about it today and it's not seeming to make much more sense the longer the day went on. But on the upside my room has never been cleaner! :)

This kinda sucks when I dont have anything to do...I mean I'd actually take work over this boredom right now. I hate it when the team is gone for like 2 weeks straight...then I make no money and get incredibly bored by the end of it. Oh well...I get to work in the 90 degree heat at 1:00 on Thursday...WOOfrigginHOO! But Money...that's what I want...hehe...sorry that was cheesy.

Well thats enough of my ranting for now...

Sunday, June 24, 2001

For some odd reason I have this headache that doesn't seem to want to go away. Last night it was so bad that I couldn't even lay my head on a pillow b/c even that hurt. Daddy seems to think it's me not eating or something...but I do I dont know what it is or how to make it go away. Maybe it's the whole stressy bombshell mess at home that no one wants to admit to being there but they all bitch and complain about it and avoid the subject. SOMETHING IS WRONG PEOPLE!!! Why can't we talk about it??? I dont think our family vacation is going to be much fun in a few weeks. I'd rather not go at this point. Things just aren't making a whole lot of sense around here lately and it's not good from the looks of things. When the preacher is in incredibly poor health and requests no visitors...things are bad and leaves me little place to turn to. I know God loves me and doesn't give me more than I can handle...I know I'll get through this...I just have to trust in Him and know that He knows what's going on and He believes in me that I can handle this...that's all the reassurance I need.